MGMT

'Kids' by MGMT is my new favorite song, and I don't know why.


'Electric Feel' is good as well.

Love Vaccine?

There's this article in the New York Times today about the possible invention of a vaccine against love. This seems strange to me, it's like an anti-fairy tale written by a hermitic feminist. What is the world coming to?! Who would want a world without love?

Personally, I think love is a good thing.

Bruises

Can't help it, I love this song.

First Day Off

Today is the first day that I've had off in nearly two months, and I don't even really have it off. I have to go to work later, but I feel so bored. I haven't had time to just sit and watch a movie in so long that I forgot how boring that really is. I like being with people, and now that I'm not, it's starting to suck...a lot. I'm not sure what I'm supposed to do now that everything is done. It's confusing to have something to do everyday and then just have it be over. Also, school's starting soon, but not for me, and today I just had this realization that the art school is going to continue on without me? Really? How? I don't get it. Not that I want to be back in school, it's just that I think I lost the one and only consistent element in my life. Every year, school has started in the fall, ended in the spring, and now what?

Ok just going over things and apparently I'm doing it online. I need to find something to keep me busy. Being bored is an unfortunate symptom of relaxation.


I think I may just miss my girls. Not only is it hard going from being busy to bored, it's hard not seeing the same people everyday, and may not see all together again...forever...sad.

Why Not?

Why can't this happen to everyone?

I Like the Randoms

So, I'm officially bored. Out of my mind. Doing a bit of sewing to keep my mind off the fact that I have nothing to do anymore, but obviously that's not working. It's been weird since school ended. I mean, it ended so abruptly. All of a sudden, everything in my life changed. And all the people in it. Friends are leaving, but I'm staying here. It's odd. Whatever, because of this boredom I've been finding random things on the interweb. Here are some of my discoveries.

Apparently, according to Urban Dictionary, a 'pfeiff' is a 'girl who is similar to a hermit crab'. Ok, what does that mean? I don't get it.

I do like this one though.

'pewpew'
-a noise that laser beams makes
(notice the grammatical error. Even with the error though it's still funny)

This is intense, how do people think up stuff to do like this?!

You have to admit though, this is kind of awesome.

Now I know this one's kind of a throw back but I still love it. And boy am I not coordinated enough to even try a stunt like this.


Ok yet another thing that I am just not coordinated enough to do.

This one's pretty amazing. And creative.

This movie looks beautiful, anyone want to go see it with me?

It looks like how my dreams are. Finally, someone who sees into my head.


On Saturday Meg and I are going to see these guys play. I'm really excited. If you haven't seen 'Once', it's definitely one of my recommendations. And not just because I love the land of Ire, which is where the movie is set, but because it's an amazingly inspirational story. Just go see it.


I think I may have over done this one a bit, but like I said, I'm bored. Give me something to do, please.

PUHLEASE!

It's Just Not Going to Happen Anytime Soon

And I guess I have to be ok with that.

Yumm

It smells like rain, summer and flowers outside my window right now. Today is such a good day. I hope all my days are like today.

But I already miss Michael. Tears and sadface. Come back to me! Or maybe I'll just drive out west to visit you. Ok that's the plan.

It's not just that I want them, I think I need them

I've been thinking lately, and there's some things that I really do want.

I want to go back to Europe.
I want someone to love me unconditionally.
I want to love someone unconditionally.
I want to be a great artist.
I want to be recognized for who I am and what I've done.
I want my friends to stay my friends.
I want to stay ok.
I want to live.
I want to be.
I want to go out and have fun.
I want to sleep in.
I want to sleep.
I want to like who I am and who I've become.

Can anyone help with this?